Perfect dilemma

 

Bangalore – City of Pubs, IT hub of India, Hi-tech city, Silicon Valley of India and list goes on… I remember the day when I got my selection letter and training location given to me was Bangalore recently called as Bengaluru. Initially, I was happy, with a small pain in the neck of being apart from home town. But, then I thought, everyone has to find their own place in this lonely world and move ahead. So, it all started off with packing and final day of departure arrived… My new life was about to begin, being studied on home town till Graduation, I didn’t had any pre-experience of staying without parents. So, some nervousness was definitely their, but at the same time, excitement about the job and then salary didn’t made me feel much.

When I came to Bangalore, it was really different than what I thought. It was comparatively well organized city, clean, techie. Secondly, climate was extremely cool and loving. Somehow my life got settled with whatever I got from Bangalore, job started finely, and 1 year went off. Within 1 year, I had hardly 2-3 trips to my native, Aurangabad – City of Gates. My parents came in between to see my room life, and they were pretty impressed the way we use to live. Within that period, I realized that, this city is not for us. And it’s a fact; climate being good, hi-tech, etc didn’t count much as far as our home town is considered. Whatever city we may go, but we’ll like only our hometown, because our roots are from their. No matter how far we fly, how far we go, we’ve to come back to origin. This I’m realizing it after completing 1 yr.

Currently, I’m going through perfect dilemma wherein I am unable to decide, whether to continue with flow or go against the flow. I’ve my companies DC near my native place, so I’m deciding whether to go their or stay back here in Bangalore. There are many factors attached to my decision, and so I need to take utmost care that it doesn’t hamper my career. So, far, I moved with flow, whatever I was given, I accepted and continued but now, the time has changed, sometimes; we need to go against the flow and struggle. So, I’m going to take my own time to decide, which way to go for. Hope everything works out nicely. Pray for me.

 

~ by wannashake on November 20, 2007.